She
is an innocent little girl. She stepped into her teenage. Movies and TV
shows influenced her mind. Her callow mind freaked
with adolescent thoughts. She was fascinated with the word 'love'.
Love seemed to her something exciting and adventurous. She thought love is
everything in life and would be enjoyable. Her instinct told her that true love
exists between lovers when both stare at each other, meet regularly and talk
everything in the world. She made up in her mind that a lover is one who makes
her laugh, tries to keep her happy, talk with her all the time and meet her
regularly. She had her mind tilted towards love and her heart longed for a
lover. Her juvenescence provoked her to look out for someone to share her
feelings. She doesn't know whom to choose as her companion.
One fine evening she found herself
alone on the terrace. A tall young guy in the street came to her sight. He was
standing in his garden gazing at the busy street. She had her first crush on
him. She analysed him with her immature knowledge. She had supportive reasons
for choosing him. He is unmarried, young, tall and handsome. Above all he lives
in her neighborhood. Her teenage encouraged her to cull him as it's easy
to communicate with him and have him around her any time. She neglected that he
was elder to her by twelve years. Poor thing dreamed of him day and night. She
managed to get his phone number. Heard his voice for the first time and
got enthusiastic. They had long chat on phone. Conversations between them
was friendly. Both called up each other every day and spoke for hours. One day
she asked him to meet her. He accepted her request.
On a Saturday, at noon she
got a chance to meet him after her school. Her heart was beating fast until
unless he stood in front of her. She was filled with zest and staggered while
wishing him "HH..Hai! Dear How are you?" Both had conversation for
about half an hour talking about useless things and trying to spend time. Once
in a while if she asked him to meet, he used to appear in front of her in
seconds. She thought his quick response is indication of his love for her. One
day her passion for love had driven her to open up in front of him.
She met him on her way back to home from
school and expressed her love to him. The young guy replied her 'Dear your
feelings are out of infatuation. Your puerility could imbibe friendship within
me'. He explained her that love is a matter of two hearts and as it advances
towards marriage it's a matter of two families. His culture and religion was
different from hers. He told her 'we're friends forever'. She became dumb.
She was disappointed and couldn't bear the harsh truth. She
made a move from the place. She hoped his rejection becomes a dream. But truth
is truth.
She went home and sat in her room
seeking serenity. Her mind became turbulent and heart became heavier. She
called him up and requested him to change his mind. He said 'Impossible'. She
begged him. He replied 'love cannot be out of force'. The little ones heart was
broken. She felt miserable. Questions raised in her mind. Why am I so
unfortunate? What mistake I did? Why shall I face such a situation? She stopped
meeting the young guy. She decided not to call him forever. She began to hate
love. Her hatred towards love was to the extent she missed her first love. She
became frustrated and in a month or so became normal. She passed her days as
normal as before meeting the young guy. Within a month her exams were
scheduled. By and by she became involved in studies and forgot the tragedy.
This is the case with
most teenagers who haunt for love. Love comes to us in its way. There's no need
to search for love wasting time. Neglecting important career in the name of
love is to dishonour love. Keep going with time and one day true love
finds you and makes your life beautiful.
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